i always thought that when i got "older" i would feel secure in myself- who i am. but, somehow the same issues of worrying about how i am being perceived, or comparing myself to others and seeing how i "measure up" seem to follow me.
so, i found it rather refreshing and a bit challenging to see my 3.5 year old be who she really is. no holding back, just being real. we were at the CSA (see post 14) picking up our share for the week. the kids were really excited- sadie especially. the owner was chatting with her, and asked "what is your favorite thing to do?" without hesitation, sadie replied "eat candy and watch movies" with a big smile on her face. apparently she did not realize that we were here to pick up fresh organic produce, and the "correct" answer would have been something along the lines of "eat carrot sticks and go for hikes." i had to laugh.
its a simple example that actually happened a week ago, but it came to my mind again tonite
and for some reason i felt compelled to share it. in one way or another the struggle to be truly genuine is common to us all-whether we are holding back or putting on a front-
so, today be inspired by a preschooler, and just be you!
this put a big smile on my face! can't wait to see you all this weekend! i love you for who you are leah.
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing and not being embarassed either! Good reminder, my friend.
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